Last~ Last~ Last...

你就好像泡泡一样。。。来得快、走得也快。。。


看了让人开心，怀念。。。 嗯！就这样而已。。。 也来不及有什么回忆，什么都没留下！ 让人感到莫名的空虚。。。


空虚。。。 空虚。。。 真的很空虚。。。


today get to know tt "sumone" resign de le... fast huh... nt even 1 month... damn ah sia lo... tt guy....

last day...

Well i think toay mite be the last day i could see him le ba... but i let my chance slip off mi again...


saw him when walkin toward office... he's on the phone... and walkin slowly... ok... to be honest... i purposely didnt stop him to say a hi... instead i walk faster and be infornt of him... hopin tt he will greet mi or stop mi la... but bo... he chat on the phone... from the moment i saw him till the office... and still chating on the phone and he left the office and nv cum back...


his side... biz will start operating... so guess he would be there and nt cumin back anymore... so jus now on the road was actually my last opp to get close to him le... and i've wasted it... haiz... forget it... it's jus a crush... wahahahhaa..

wish it to be true...

only stupid ppl will take it as real... but silly mi WISH he realli meant so...


long story~ SKIP!


he overheard my conversation wif alex... from geodis... den make fun of mi... askin mi... he dun hav a car... but can he still date mi out... boooo.... who also noe he got a car lo... and boooo... u think he is interested in dating mi out ma? nonsense + nonsense... cant be bother wif him le la... he still can pretend to be thinkin leh... wah lau... can imagine ma... he is hestitating leh... this kind of ppl hor... lousy~ ya... den mm ask him to jus invite mi to zouk out.... but he say no.... of cos no la... he wun wan to bring mi there de la... he will wan to bring hot babe there hor.... anyway ben xiao jie ye bu xiang qu! lousy...


but i' more lousy la... i actually hope tt he is serious abt dating mi out.... i'm nt easy to date wor... ask his frien alex he will noe de liao... wahahahahahaa... now tt i agree to it... u hav to grab the chance liao wor... wahahahaha..... ya... silly mi wish it's true...

C.R.U.S.H

boooo~~~ it's jus a crush... it's jus a crush... i hav to remind myself every now and then... it's jus a crush... i musnt let ting happen... booo... it's jus a crush...

Perfect Life~

Before xmas, before 2010, before this coming Valetine day....

i want to find a boyfrien... hopefully my future husband as well... wahahahhaaa...



erm... he hav to be at least 170 tall... ohh but not too tall... so not anything above 180... heehee...
not too skinny.... unlike "sumone"... but not too fat la... average will do... average will do...
aye... best is born rich... wahahahhaaa... normal rich will do.... but if tt's realli hard... i can always work with him... i'm not born rich anyway...

He mus be financially stable... perfect if he had a more than stable job... bringing in a stable income...

most imptly.. he MUST love mi more than anything else... he HAVE to love those i love and those who love him... as in his parent or sibling la...


ok... i think tt's shld be enff... if ting realli work out... i realli hav to pull my this rich man boyfrien and treat mei mei sumting good!!! sumting REAL GOOD!!!!

Random~

OK... hope ppl had already given up hope to my blog... and no one is reading now...

Wish tt he could faster leave the office and stop cumin back, but in the same time i wish tt he could stay a little bit long... realli wish to see him nex week in office... and tt ah sia kia will hav nothing to do and sit in office chit chating wif uncle larry... makin fun of mi in between... hahahahaha...

haiya... dunno wat am i thinkin la... he's such a lousy person but yet i'm missing him even now when i'm typing this lo... shit him... wahahahhahaa....

this morning... havin bf with them... uncle larry ask mi if i find his eyes attractive nt... hahahha... honestly i realli do find so... but seriously... i keep quite jus bcos i cant think of anything to reply him... esp when 5 pairs of eyes lookin at u... stressing you.... the more i cant think of how shld i react...

i wonder... i wonder... will he get the wrong meanin? will he think tt i'm interested in him? thou i dun hav tt intension... but... issit good to be tis way? hahahahaaa.... got pro and cons la... he mite siam mi if he "feel" tt i'm interested in him...

Again... i dun like this to repeat.... i'm jus too lousy for suc ting le... Why am i always falling to such traps... haiz... 真的是学不乖。。。